Last night, I sat with vintage dresses draped across my lap, remembering the moment the bottom seam came loose on the brown velour, thinking about the scene in Virginia Woolf’s Mrs. Dalloway where Clarissa Dalloway sits in her drawing room mending her party dress, recalling the instance of the tear.

The silvery-green dress folds spill over her while she stitches and sorts through the morning’s moments, completely mistress of the room and the household being polished and primped in anticipation of her guests that evening.

All of a London June day somehow fits in Virginia Woolf’s crisp text, and even the doors are about to be taken off their hinges as Clarissa strides into the book’s opening pages and the morning, exhilarated with the day’s possibilities. Her thoughtful musings interrupted with the bombastic Hugh Whitbread’s, “Where are you off to?” She deflects breezily; “I love walking in London,” and carries on toward the shops, reveling in even her errand run.

Though bounded by the “leaden circles in the air” as clocks chime the hour and increments between, Clarissa radidates “on waves of that divine vitality.” And like the flowers in the flower shop, Woolf’s beautiful phrases wait for us to admire, inhale, and gather up as we walk from one basin to another with Clarissa.

How fresh like frilled linen clean from a laundry laid in wicker trays the roses looked; and dark and prim the red carnations, holding their heads up; and all the sweet peas spreading in their bowls, tinged violet, snow white, pale—as if it were the evening and girls in muslin frocks came out to pick sweet peas and roses after the superb summer’s day, with its almost blue-black sky, its delphiniums, its carnations, its arum lilies was over; and it was the moment between six and seven when every flower—roses, carnations, irises, lilac—glows; white, violet, red, deep orange; every flower seems to burn by itself, softly, purely in the misty beds…

If Clarissa repeatedly mentions her lack of knowledge, gesturing at a life experience limited by class, sphere, role, that combined with the nearness of death throughout (especially appropriate in this post-war novel) brightens the shine around her small triumphs and actions connecting people, one to another. While Virginia Woolf stated Mrs. Dalloway’s double is the doomed war veteran Septimus Smith, Clarissa’s opposite is zombie Lady Bradshaw, who infects others with her stupor as she entertains.

Our heroine Clarissa pours out courage, quietly affirming the extraordinary capacity to give and forgive as we press on into our days, buying the flowers, mending the dresses ourselves. And she is the perfect hostess (a role she both embraces and refuses), standing at the top of the staircase welcoming and wishing us safe passage.

As Peter Walsh, the old flame who truly sees her, notes, she perseveres; “there being in her a thread of life which for toughness, endurance, power to overcome obstacles, and carry her triumphantly through he had never known the like of.”

Your thoughts on, favorite moments in Mrs. Dalloway?

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The Wonder Spot by Melissa Bank

My review

rating: 3 of 5 stars

If nothing else, former lovers should give good fodder for brunch conversations. Laughter (and mimosas and cosmopolitans) mitigates the grieving process for relationships, particularly important for a the “chick lit” cottage industry that Melissa Bank is said to have spawned with her Girl’s Guide to Hunting and Fishing in 2000.

Much like her previous collection of short stories (the format perhaps best suited for her style), this novel opens with a protagonist of biting wit, cigarette gestures, and composure beyond her teenage years. Plot details are in service of protagonist Sophie’s one-liners, and aside from college roommate Venice (who counts herself lucky she wasn’t named ‘Gondola’ or ‘Canal’), the book settles into the yawning heteronormativity of this genre.

The difference being, the significant affair is between the city and Sophie—the narrative drives toward Williamsburg and Pennsylvania (and back) instead of a ring. In the penultimate story, she is rescued from party drama and a suitor who will disappear before the next episode with a wonderful line of prose that stretches out to lift her from the loft’s balcony.

In the midst of another party with an indie rock date, Sophie thinks:

The women are young, young, young, liquidy and sweet-looking, they are batter and I am the sponge cake they don’t know they’ll become. I stand here, a lone loaf, stuck to the pan.

Sophie’s baking line reminded me of one of my favorite exes, who hung a large poster of that incorrigible loafer-poet Walt Whitman on a wall and winked at me; “Isn’t he handsome?” he said.

“Mm,” I replied; alone with the poster’s self-satisfied grin, I rolled my eyes. Sure, this old man could call himself large, contain multitudes—in this younger man’s apartment, I felt like a floufy sponge cake, bloated with age.

Connecting the reader with those interior moments—like when we turn social unease into a self-deprecating food metaphor—demonstrates the promise good work in this genre still holds. Sophie and the musician pick up milk and the paper on their way back, closing the narrative with a small, habitual New Yorker moment that might lead (as all those airbrushed magazine covers in late-night corner grocers guarantee) to the discovery of the wonder spot.

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rating: 4 of 5 stars

About a month ago, online buzz surrounded a “gender analyzer” tool designed to determine whether a Web site was written by a man or a woman.

I was reminded of the flurry of indignation and amusement caused by the tool (on my personal site: “We guess http://kthread.com is written by a man (58%), however it’s quite gender neutral. Is this correct?”) in the review my friend David posted of Jeffrey Eugenides’s Middlesex the other day:

Despite the fact that the author of the book is male – as is the narrator – I often thought of the narration as neither male nor female. As if the writing itself – like Cal – somehow transcended the very concept of gender.

For me, the story’s gender play nestles in poignant details–the unexamined mention that Uncle Pete’s suspect chiropractic practice in a 1959 Detroit wasn’t for clients “to free up their kundalini,” that the narrator’s grandfather chooses Sappho’s glyconic poetry to translate for decades.

Less playfully, the narrator observes restrictive male desire:

Jerome was sliding and climbing on top of me and it felt like it had the night before, like a crushing weight. So do boys and men announce their intentions. They cover you like a sarcophagus lid. And call it love.

Eugenides channels earlier, Italian postmodernism to write an epic novel that undercuts the epic, grandiose authorial fashion of recent years. Middlesex is, at moments, a heartbreaking work of staggering genius because the reader watches as grandparents Lefty and Desdemona create their genealogical fictions (as the narrator “dutifully [oozes] feminine glue”).

Piscine metaphors stream through the text, schooling Callie/Cal in gender assertion–key scenes include bathing suits, sea anemones in locker rooms, battles between gravity and bodies of water, faked menstrual cycles marked by catacomb fish symbols on a calendar.

While the protagonist’s childhood years are charted by a procession of family Cadillacs (the ‘boys & toys’ model), the novel scolds Dr. Luce (and by extension, the reader) for wanting to read straight toward one event in Callie’s life without the greater familial context.

The future is in bed in Schöneberg, but that’s not the end of the book. There must be a return to the matriarchal line first, a presentation of self in a book about self-presentation. The scratchy intercoms in the Middlesex house without walls reconnect mother and child: outmoded technology delivers comic relief.

And harkening back to the reverberating rustles of her silkworm chorus, the reader joins the vindicated Desdemona in the last spoken word of the text, as she looks at Cal and says, “Bravo.”

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Proof: A Play by David Auburn

My review on Goodreads

rating: 4 of 5 stars

“Proof” is ideal for the witching hours of the night, when you cannot sleep, idly flip television channels to idly flip television channels, and then toss the remote / click the laptop shut and wonder if you might be crazy.

Incidentally, that’s where Auburn’s play begins, and we are ushered into what I’d call Second City Gothic (sister to the Southern Gothic subgenre): a big, drafty Chicago house looms, complete with a clanking radiator, absent mother, ghost, tortured heroine wearing a key around her neck, and a supernatural object (the proof itself, which fairly glows).

While ostensibly about mathematics, the tense moments feature Catherine learning kindness—we cringe as she illuminates the shortcomings of her fellow players, but we forgive her impatience when she practices kindness with her father, too far gone to retort.

How far do you trust what you intuitively know?

When prowling our own houses where things go bump in the night, don’t we all grasp for someone who believes in our logic—that inelegant architecture we build to explain who we are?

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Which Brings Me to You: A Novel in Confessions by Steve Almond and Julianna Baggott

My review on Goodreads

rating: 4 of 5 stars

I have always thought the opening sentence of a book is the author’s best pickup line pitched at the reader.

More so, then, in a book where well-constructed paragraphs hold the explicit promise of intimate relations–that, at least, is the premise of this post-postmodern epistolary novel where the two hyperarticulate protagonists agree to reveal the nasty bits of their romantic pasts in letters before meeting up again in real life.

My former colleague Craig Stoltz put it best, I think, when he reviewed the book for the Washington Post:

This book is full of superb writing, and that is precisely its problem…The trouble is Jane’s letters sound an awful lot as if they’ve been written by an award-winning author and writing instructor with an MFA. So, alas, do John’s. To say this spoils the fun is to understate.

To return to the first line of the book, though, it reads: “I know my own kind.” I can only assume that many of the fine Goodreads members who give such lukewarm reviews below are not sympathetic to this kind. Whether the lack of sympathy for this kind is due to character, snark, or textual framing, the book’s prelude section remains a worthy meditation on a smushed boutonniere and contains a line of sexual absolution on page five that I have taken as a personal motto (curious? I thought so).

Moreover, how can you ignore the serious fun of keeping the conceit of a post-postmodern epistolary novel aloft for the length of a novel? I mean, really, our two protagonists always have stamps on hand?

And when one mails a drunken letter irretrievable from the postal carrier once deposited in the mailbox, a “remix” chapter follows with all the apology that comes after drunkdials and drunken texts/emails and none of the clarifying horror of the “sent messages” outbox (tell me the “sent messages” folder isn’t your favorite, and I will denounce you for the terrible liar that you are).

Perhaps I read this in one sitting because each chapter contains character details I covet. To have our hero admit he is a “marginalia junkie”; to be able to refer to a past lover as “the caramelized one”; to articulate an awareness of destructive tendencies and the wherewithal at seventeen to intuit that “boys were dangerous. Each one was shining, lit from within; their souls were torches.” Seemingly trivial and breathy at times, this is true stuff of the sort flawed, complicated, real relationships are built upon.

It’s worth remembering that epistolary works were originally “penned” by female characters (Aphra Behn, of course, used the form; male authors like Richardson would take pains to insist in the introduction that the female narrator’s story was “true”) when the novel was still crystallizing into a genre. Appropriately, the end of the novel careens a bit like its tipsy characters, and structurally, the multiple peaks within the letters throughout are followed by valleys leading to more peaks.

The very end comes together in that elegant way that always brings me to tears–not because it’s an emotional moment (it is), but because each reveals their understanding of the other’s most significant, sustaining source of pain, and those final admissions seal a narrative that the two characters share voicing–imperfectly, and, ultimately, full of hope.

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